A brain full of Spaghetti

I hate when people are talking about REAL topics, like having a real discussion.
Because I can never put my 2 cents in.
(I know you are probably thinking to yourself... "Katie, You are loud and outspoken... why can't you put your 2 cents in?")
I have the hardest time thinking in straight lines... My thoughts are like a bowl of spaghetti.
They swirl around, never knowing where one thought ends and the next starts.
it takes me so long to process what I want to say, that by the time I do... The moment has passed.

I get so frustrated, Because I feel like people think I am immature, and uninformed.
That is not the case, I just all to often say the middle of my thought... and it makes me come off as ignorant. I hate it. I realize that this is often the reason I avoid talking about "serious" issues. Because I cannot articulate my thoughts.

I think I have really good Ideas, I just can't make them make sense.
That is why I have started writing, it might not be the best thing ever written.
but it helps me get the swirling thoughts out of my head and makes me organize them in some way.

So I guess it turns out I am learning new things about myself after all.