So earlier this week I was catching up with my friend Andy... We were talking about things that have happened with us. And it got on the topic of me moving to Spartanburg.
I dislike Spartanburg, and the biggest reason is that it isn't Greenville.
I feel rather alone and slightly depressed living in Spartanburg. I hardly know anyone but my co-workers, and there just isn't much to do here.
And coming from a girl who practically grew up in Greenville it is hard not to be there. For me it is the only place other than my parent's house that feels like Home.
But anyways, after talking about that awhile... Andy said to me "You'll learn alot about yourself living there."
So that is the basis of this post.
Do you ever get tired of learning about yourself?
I am just to that point, I don't want to know anything else.
I am tired of being put through struggles and being thrown into the uncomfortable.
Seriously what else is there to learn?!?!?!?!?!?
*You are stronger than you think (CHECK!)
* You have awesome friends and family (CHECK!)
* You need to take advantage of the time you have with people (CHECK!)
You see where I am going.
I mean I know we never stop learning... I understand that very well.
But can I learn about something else? Or maybe just take a break?
I am just tired of learning about myself and what I can or cannot handle.
(as a side note, Andy this is not a rant toward you... just something I thought of when you said that)
when I first lived alone and decided not to get cable, someone said something along the same lines to me... I was like, "I'm incredibly introverted. I'm inside my own head all the time. I know myself quite well." I think it was someone in my family, too, which made it even weirder.
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