Intro and first post of hopefully many

So my Mother and a few friends of mine are always telling me I should blog.

I am always hesitant, because I am not a writer.
I am not fantastic at English or grammar, my thoughts and writings tend to be discombobulated and rambling, because I write like I talk.

Yes, even now I am talking aloud to myself trying to figure out what to say and how to say everything I want to.

And many times I have allowed this lack of writing skills to hold me back.
but I have things to say, and whether anyone actually reads this or not. It doesn't matter because this blog is probably more for my benefit then for yours.

I need an outlet, a way to clear my head.
right now I am listening to Itunes, and I actually have a playlist titled "clear your head" it is the music that inspires me and calms me down, and allows me to relax.
One of my favorite ways to clear my head is to lay on my floor in my bedroom, with this playlist playing. And I lay their and color, I love to color. nothing helps me think more then music and coloring.

But I need a new outlet, a place to actually get all those thoughts and ideas out of my head.
so that is what this is meant to be.

Their will probably be a lot about music, questions, stories and who knows what else.
we will just have to wait and see.

I can't guarantee that I will write on a regular basis, it will probably be a week of nothing then 4 posts at once. just cause that is how I am.

and this is MY blog, and if you enjoy it or get something out of it awesome.
if not it is ok, because it isn't really for you.