The Very Bestest

Ugh, without going into boring details that no one really cares about.
This weekend has been one of the craziest most insane weekends of my life.
We had 4 huge shows at The Channel. Plus I worked Friday, Saturday and Sunday at TJ Maxx and it was CRAZY busy. A non-stop line for 2 and 3 hours at a time with all 7 registers open.

Though most of the shows themselves were really good.
The stress of having to put things together, and think on my feet when I realize it is only going to be me and one other person working a pretty big show.
Plus trying to get things prepared for a national show.
On top of which, I hardly slept all weekend and when I did I had horrible nightmares.
And then Sunday my poor Mommy had a allergic reaction and had to go to the hospital.
It has just been THAT week.

I was so stressed and couldn’t think.
It was one of those weekends that it didn’t seem like I could do anything right.
Anything I did seemed to be followed with a huge BUT you didn’t do this, or you need to do that.
I felt beaten and bruised.
Nothing I did or didn’t was enough.
I just couldn’t seem to meet anyone’s expectations

But through all of that. All I can say is I am SO thankful for my friends.
They really are the best.
They know how to calm me down and get my mind off of things.
Whether it is one of them grabbing me and making me stop and take a few deep breathes.
Or telling me I am the best (whether I really am or not)
Or telling me that in the long run none of these things that I am stressing over are going to matter.
Or giving me a weird awkward group hug.
Or hacking my face book, and making me laugh so hard I can’t breathe.
Or giving me a shout out from the stage, and telling me they love me.
Or stepping up and pitching in when they know that things aren’t going the way I planned

Guys, I know none of you really read this.
But I really could not have made it through this weekend without you.
You all got me through this. And I love you all so much.
I can’t say thank you enough.
You guys are the very Bestest friends a girl could ever want.